Dear God

I don't know if I can do this. I just feel like somebody suckerpunched me. I didn't expect a conversation like that tonight. It's hard to remember she's just three. I keep telling myself she doesn't know what she is saying, and she really doesn't understand. But it doesn't make it hurt any less.

I'm going away now to lick my wounds.

I'd rather deal with a tantrum than another conversation like that.....it's a lot easier to take her yelling hateful things when she's mad than when she's sad........

God help us.....this is hard.