....BioM is off her rocker.
Her last visit with her child? Today was Strike 2 on that.
And they're gonna give her another chance. Me? Not so willing....cuz I mean, come on.
First on Monday, she misses her last visit with her child (she doesn't have a ride).
Rescheduled to this morning. She called them last night and said a really good friend was in a bad car wreck and is in a big city hospital and they don't think he's going to make it, so she is going down there to be with him and won't be able to make the morning visit.
I have some issues with that.
Number one: You can't get a ride to a place 15 minutes from where you live, but you can magically get a ride to a place that is at least 2 hours away. Interesting.
Number two: Your daughter is, in a manner of speaking, dying to you. This is your last visit. You will not have any rights to her life after this. If, in fact, this story of your friend's accident is true, then essentially, you chose your friend over your daughter.
Number three: This is nothing new, you've been choosing yourself or your friends over your daughter all along. Why they've continued giving you chances when it's obvious you're not interested, is beyond me. I just don't get it. I'm sorry. I do feel sorry for you, but I'm having some problems with your decisions. And I don't understand how you could have a beautiful little girl and not choose her over everything else.
I am so ready for this to be over.
I think I'm having frustration issues. LOL. Do they make a pill to fix THAT? Hahaha.
Anyways, I have missed so much work lately, I should really just be considered a part time employee. It's pathetic. I mean, I'm using my vacation time, it's not like I'm just disappearing without notice, but it's really going to stink when it comes time for my next vacation and I'm out of time. *grin* It would be so much easier if I could stay home. And if I can't stay home, then it would be so much easier if I worked closer to home. That way if I had to leave work for an appointment, I could at least just run to the appointment and come straight back....not like I'd have to take an entire half day b/c by the time I drove an hour home and then picked up the munchkin and got to the appointment and took her back to school and then went an hour back to work, it's already time to go home and I've wasted 60(x2) miles worth of gas on a couple of hours work. Sheesh. When you put it like that, it sounds like I'd be better off NOT working. ROFL. Oh well. SOME DAY.
I picked up some stuff to put together for the munchkin's bedroom. I'm going to work on that maybe Saturday. It's going to be so cute.
Well, I'm kinda in a grumpy mood. Feeling a bit of frustration and burnout about more than one area of my life right now, but nothing I can talk about on here, so I guess I'll just bottle it up for awhile longer. If it gets really bad, I'll go dump it on the private blog. No worries.
*HUGE SIGH* Some things are hard to articulate. (I think that's the word I want. What I'm trying to say is that some things are hard to say.....LOL).
PS I don't know who's reading my blog but my statcounter is recording a whole bunch of hits lately, but it doesn't seem like there is anyone new even though it says there are......so......I think it's time for a new poll....hehehe. GO VOTE.